Before
I accepted Jesus as my Savior, I went to church often and joined VBS. I
pretty much grew up in a Christian family in which almost all of my
relatives were believers. I didn't really understand why I went to
church though. There was a day after school when I was in 6th
grade, and I remember walking home that day and seeing an elderly man
who was passing out Bibles for people who came out of my school. I don・t
remember if I had been a believer that day, but I hope to serve others
in the unique way God has blessed me with.
The
time that I realized that I needed Jesus was when, at Sunday school in
May, we were doing a little booklet about accepting Jesus. The first
Sunday, we were to say a prayer. I didn't since I didn't know exactly
why we were doing it because I wasn・t
taking it seriously. The next week came and I prayed that prayer. As I
did, I realized just how much I didn't understand about me going to
church. I suddenly realized that being a believer took more than just
going to church. There was going to be many steps of faith and choices
for me later on.
Psalm
19:14 was a verse that helped me understand that baptism was pretty
much just the beginning of being a follower of Jesus. May
the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in
your sight, O Lord my Rock and my Redeemer.
I
was starting to understand that every moment of my life was planned to
praise God and try to lead the sheep to the Shepard.
I
think that it was a great opportunity for me to have read the 40 Days
of Purpose by Rick Warren. After reading the first day, I was beginning
to wonder if I really understood why God had put us on this earth. I
was starting to realize that even though I was saved, there are people
out there who don・t
even know that there was Someone made a precious choice to die for
them and that He is coming again. They had no idea that there would be
a time in which Jesus would rise again and we would finally have a
reconnected relationship with God in Heaven.
Even
though I had sprained my ankle a week before baptism and I had
crutches, I knew that God wanted me to go ahead with the baptism even
though I was not fully well. Some of the people that I knew did not
disagree about me getting baptized even if I had an injury. God was
telling me that baptism was a very important step of faith. He was
telling me that even though I had sprained my ankle a week before
December 30th, I should still get baptized since I had decided to do
it a couple of months ago. God is trying to help me understand and
trust to see his plans in a positive way because he knows what is best
for me and for others. God shines and wants me to serve others for his
purpose.
I
considered baptism since I understood that baptism was a public
declaration from the inside out of my inward belief in Jesus dying on
the cross, being buried, and then resurrected to be with the Father.